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- adonisid
- There is no escape. You can’t be a vagabond and an artist and still be a solid citizen, a wholesome, upstanding man. You want to get drunk, so you have to accept the hangover. You say yes to the sunlight and pure fantasies, so you have to say yes to the filth and the nausea. Everything is within you, gold and mud, happiness and pain, the laughter of childhood and the apprehension of death. Say yes to everything, shirk nothing. Don’t try to lie to yourself. You are not a solid citizen. You are not a Greek. You are not harmonious, or the master of yourself. You are a bird in the storm. Let it storm! Let it drive you! How much have you lied! A thousand times, even in your poems and books, you have played the harmonious man, the wise man, the happy, the enlightened man. In the same way, men attacking in war have played heroes, while their bowels twitched. My God, what a poor ape, what a fencer in the mirror man is - particularly the artist - particularly myself.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
The Moment
The black steel. The blistered paint. The brownish dust. The rust. The humming. The wires mixed up like wet spider web. The yellow tape around. The hot, orange sun.The lonely birds. The gentle breeze. The young man approaching carefully. The heavy boots. The small, grey rocks. The shrieking of the gods. The fear. The young man leaning forward. The eyes and the sweat. The trembling fingers. The heavy suit. The memories of the high-minded knights. The helmet. The pliers. The uncertainty. The seconds. The hesitation. The vacillation. The flash of the Gordian knot. The silence. The bomb disposal robot. The mechanical sound. The extending of the metallic arm. The heavy body. The lifting. The seconds. The beads of sweat dripping from the forehead. The jamming. The silence. The static in the radio. The orders. The memories of home and the baby crib. The pliers. The decision. The short prayer. The stillness. The moment. The cut. The blast. The silence. The silence. The silence.
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- Blink
- The Tipping Point
- The Seven Habits Of Highly Effective People
- Five Point Someone-What not to do at IIT
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- Syncrodestiny
- unconditional life
- The seven spiritual laws to success
- The return of Merlin
- 'How to know God'
- The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari
- A Brief History Of Time
- Catch 22
- Tin Fish
- Interpreter of the Maladies
- The Namesake
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